Friday, October 19, 2007

... bahala kayo basahin to...

waa!!! i wanna die!!! malas na buhay to!!! first... may nagsabi na pupunta sya... then... may isa pang nagsabing pupunta sya... then tinext ni marianne {ay nako!!! see?! sayo lang nagreply!!! kasi masama sya!!! ugh!!!} at tinanong kung nasan sya... then nagreply na NANDUN SYA SA ROB... {at nandun din kami sa rob nun!!!} then tinanong ng aking GREAT FRIENDS {haha...} kung nasan sya sa rob... sumagot na nandun daw sya sa timezone, sa taas... at tinakot ako nila marianne at len na iiwan nila ako mag-isa dun sa may tokyo tokyo... {at syempre sumunod naman ako sa kanila kahit labag sa kalooban ko... dahil ang second greatest fear ko is BEING ALONE... by the way, my greatest fear is being alone IN THE DARK... coz i tend to imagine crazy, scary things...} back to the story... edi un nga... nandun daw sya sa taas... pumunta kami... i saw him... then... then naglaro kami ni len ng air hockey sa timezone sa baba... ang lakas ko tumama sa puck!!! kasi... ung puck... color yellow... which is the color din of his t-shirt... then nung umakyat kami... kinausap ng mom ni immy si immy... then, after nila mag-usap, sinabi samin ni immy na ang isang part daw ng glorietta e pinasabog... then maglalaro dapat kami ni len nung race na game beside nung basketball na game sa timezone sa taas... while naghihintay kami matapos ung currently nag-lalaro... nagmura ung naglalaro sa harapan ko... medyo nagside view ako para mapaharap kay len tapos sabi ko "kasaya..." kaso nakita ko sa aking peripheral vision sya!!! balik ako sa pagkakaharap ko dun sa nagmurang naglalaro e!!! natameme pa ako!!! hindi ako nakapagsalita e!!! then... nung paalis na si immy... may pinapasabi sya samin kay edzel... so pinuntahan namin si edzel sa netspeed... tapos {hindi ko talaga napansin before ako pumasok dun sa loob!!!} nandun sya sa left ni edzel!!! kaya dun ako tumayo sa left ni len {si len e nasalikod ni edzel} e!!! haay..
i learned one very important lesson today... BE CAREFUL OF WHAT YOU WISH FOR... FOR IT CAN BITE YOU IN THE BUTT WHEN IT HAPPENS...

people...

is it bad to hide how much you really hurt under a veil of smiles, laughter and happiness so that no one would notice???

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just because my eyes dont shed tears
doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry...
just because i come out strong
doesn't mean nothing's wrong...
often, i choose to pretend that im happy so that
i dont have to explain myself to people who'll never understand...
smiling has always been easier than
explaining why im sad...
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1 comment:

Audrey said...

great post!.. hahah..

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