it dawned unto me. those days, those colorful days, were all a lie. a lie i thought was the truth. a lie that i truly believed, believed that i could smile again, that i could be happy again. but all it was, was a lie. a lie that was imposed unto me by the monster i was trying to run away from. why??? to play with me??? to make me suffer a lot more when i realized that that was all it was??? that was it. a lie. i tried to fight back.
'you're just a dream!!! a nightmare!!! i could, and would, wake up from all of this and go back to my life, my happy life!!!'
it said,
'oh no you can't. you're tapped here. with me. you're going to be here for the rest of your lonely existence dwelling on your lonely thoughts, wishing you fought back more, wishing you had resisted more. you won't ever be happy again. you WILL be lonely.'
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