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Now, I lay, surrounded by pitch black darkness slowly engulfing every part of my lonely being. Slowly succumbing to the drowning sadness that threatens to overpower me. Slowly losing every precious ounce of energy left inside of me. How can I get through? I ask myself. When the light I so desperately need... is the light that would forever elude me.